rewinding september10/08/2011 06:26:00 PM
"I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your ...
"I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep, your eyes close."
- Pablo Neruda
Even it's only since beginning of term in August, there are too many things i have missed and i start to question myself. I didn't get to see my cousin's happiest face on her wedding, when my best friends blow his and her 20th candle, when my best friend broke up, when my aunt passed away, or being so faraway when mom needs someone to accompany. Maybe it's true that it's beloved people smile in the distance that i miss the most. Besides, there are so many things i want to say but it's all stuck in my chest.
People say that the world is on your fingertips, all your beloved people is just a BBM away. Unfortunately for me, it's not true. A hug when you feel weary, a pat on the shoulder, and a subtle kiss makes a whole lot difference. I always want do that whenever someone needs me, but all i can say is cheering up words with several emoticons, or an express phone call in the midst of rushing for a photoshoot. All i want is to do is to sit together, spending hours or even a day, and not get up from my seat until they feel better.
a mini Jakarta photo diary
2. first meal upon landing, was craving for this. I'm a fan of japanese curry
I get to fly back to Jakarta for five days last month. I crave for more, but it's better than nothing. It's not enough of course, since there are many things i want to do. And when you think it's a vacation, you're absolutely wrong, i bring along my work to be done there.
tidbits of Singapore