rewinding september

rewinding september

"I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep, your eyes close."
- Pablo Neruda

Even it's only since beginning of term in August, there are too many things i have missed and i start to question myself. I didn't get to see my cousin's happiest face on her wedding, when my best friends blow his and her 20th candle, when my best friend broke up, when my aunt passed away, or being so faraway when mom needs someone to accompany. Maybe it's true that it's beloved people smile in the distance that i miss the most. Besides, there are so many things i want to say but it's all stuck in my chest.

People say that the world is on your fingertips, all your beloved people is just a BBM away. Unfortunately for me, it's not true. A hug when you feel weary, a pat on the shoulder, and a subtle kiss makes a whole lot difference. I always want do that whenever someone needs me, but all i can say is cheering up words with several emoticons, or an express phone call in the midst of rushing for a photoshoot. All i want is to do is to sit together, spending hours or even a day, and not get up from my seat until they feel better.

a mini Jakarta photo diary

1. dinner at Avorio, Plaza Senayan
2. first meal upon landing, was craving for this. I'm a fan of japanese curry
3. fave midnight snack
4. being a model for my friend's photography project
5. saturday dinner with a childhood friend at Opera Blanc Pacific Place,before i flew back to sg next morning

I get to fly back to Jakarta for five days last month. I crave for more, but it's better than nothing. It's not enough of course, since there are many things i want to do. And when you think it's a vacation, you're absolutely wrong, i bring along my work to be done there.

 tidbits of  Singapore

 1. supper at Wendy's
 2. tourist mode at bugis street
 3. sipping cappucinno while doing work at night - Squee Clarke Quay
 4. aglio olio from Marmalade Pantry, dinner with best friends
 5. current favourite dessert from Honeymoon Dessert


  1. Amazing photos! Love it :) Mind to follow each other? ^^

    Karina Dinda R. ♥

  2. fhennyy, too bad we couldn't meet when you were here. next time stay longer in jkt! ;)))


  3. nih yg begini nih blog2 yg harus dihindari karena menambah nafsu makan dan membuat berat badan naik! hahahaha. midnight snack nya bahaya bgt fhennyyyy! i LOVE that ice cream!!!! geez, im drooling now!

  4. so many delicious food pix!! looks like u had a fab time. the last dessert looks so refreshing & yummy!

  5. aaa i miss indo fhennn... please visit me ok?


  6. omg, gw jg sering ngerasa gt! rasanya jauh dr indo bikin kita nge-miss special moments gt :"( n i do regret it sometime, but oh well... anyway, great pics~! craving the ice cream soo much! :)

  7. Oh wooow, everything looks perfrect and delicious!

  8. aww, a lot of my friends go through the same thing. they don't want to leave jakarta ever. haha but think of the good things you have in singapore. you are lucky enough to live in both worlds now, so just embrace every moment. next time you come home we should meet up :)


  9. Aw Kak Fhen, I totally know the feeling. I never ever want to leave Indonesia :-| Oh well. Choices, choices. That honeymoon dessert bowl looks really good!

    Visit my blog ya, Kak. My old one got deleted. So I have a new one now :) Click here to check it out!

    Love and hugs!

  10. Yummyyyyy


  11. love your blog dear <3
    mind to follow back my blog :)



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