equilibrium - a new year reflection

Hello everyone! I haven't updated my blog for quite some time and would like to take this opportunity to post for my new year reflection. The blog has been an integral part of my life since years ago, and this time it is no different.

If you told me to describe how I feel now, I would say I am in currently in a state of equilibrium, which I feel I am in a balanced state and feel neutral towards things. I feel 2022 is my year of grow up and glow up. I know it ain't pretty when your fire burns out, but then in the end I ignite my own flame again. If you now look at a bow and an arrow, I feel like I was pulled back and stretch so far, which at a point in time I didn't know if I could ever going to make it. Yet, when that arrow is released, I soar so much higher and much further than i thought I could ever reach. It is a year of miracle happened and dreams did come true. I have learned so much things throughout the year and I feel I am ready to put everything and everyone no longer serves me behind. Infinite gratitude to the universe and to the people (including my blog friends) who always support and love me even though at times I don't feel so lovable. I have also learnt the art of detachment. I realise that I essentially do not "own" anything or anyone, in a sense that everything has its own season and maybe the universe just lend them to us in a way. 

I feel that we are here maybe on earth for a short period of time, therefore I wish to maximise the time to do what I mean to do, to be my own true self, pursue my life purpose and use the time I have to spread love and light. Above all, this year I learn to prioritise myself first and give myself the love I deserve. I create a healthy boundaries with anyone and anything. Goodbye my old version of me that needed everything I experienced in 2022. Goodbye to what was only meant to be on my life for a season. Thank you for making me a better person. I have grieved my old self and now I am ready to embrace my new life ahead of me. It's now upward and onward in 2023. I hope this year brings you peace and ease and remove anything that isn't. I hope it brings you home to yourself and at the same time leads you to everyone who loves you and to everything you are meant to pursue in this lifetime. You are full of infinite magic and possibilities to create everything you want, never think you are not enough. At the same time, trust the creator and the universe that they are conspiring to work for your highest good and letting you live in your highest timeline in this lifetime. That is the power of the universe and that is the power that is within you.

"Ad Astra per Aspera" - 

to the stars through difficulties.

So what's for 2023? For the mean time, I have several travel trips planned for 2023 already. One is work related and one is my own yearly birthday sabbatical trip. I would share more about it later on. I plan to dive more into spiritual work in 2023 so I maybe take a longer retreat or workshop. I am continuing my journey in yoga, meditation, and reiki, also perhaps would love to study a new thing or two like astrology or lithomancy. If you are curious, you can follow me on my instagram for upcoming updates. Wishing you a beautiful 2023 ahead!

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